and it is terrible to be stuck like that
and I was wary of it
but here it came
Me minus you
is my negative space
having filled a shape around yours
Perhaps you are just the new her?
you made me appear.
It is terrible
now that there isn't any disappearing left for me.
Me minus you
is my new mistake
I try to change the way my heart beats
I attack myself
brutally
in an attempt to change direction
It sounds worse than it is
I have had years of this
but this time it is different
Me minus her
was no one
was a delusion
Me minus you
is hope
awful hope, I hope it doesn't hurt you
aren't there worse things than this confusion?
Me minus you is the wonderful hope
of maybe one-day
me plus you
again
21-11-2009