Me Minus You

Me minus you is the new me

and it is terrible to be stuck like that

and I was wary of it

but here it came

Me minus you

is my negative space

having filled a shape around yours

Perhaps you are just the new her?

you made me appear.

It is terrible

now that there isn't any disappearing left for me.

Me minus you

is my new mistake

I try to change the way my heart beats

I attack myself

brutally

in an attempt to change direction

It sounds worse than it is

I have had years of this

but this time it is different

Me minus her

was no one

was a delusion

Me minus you

is hope

awful hope, I hope it doesn't hurt you

aren't there worse things than this confusion?

Me minus you is the wonderful hope

of maybe one-day

me plus you

again

21-11-2009